Aku kekadang mmg tak faham dgn diri sendiri. Susah nak faham. Like when orang dah taknak kenapa I still static here tak move on like what is wrong with me and there's no one give a damn kot. Sedih pun ada. Tapi kenapa nk sedih pulak. Aku lagi tak faham. Maybe he wasn't meant for me. How to say eh mcm I want that thing since I adore that thing for a long time but then I just can't. Sabar la nab. I believe semua yg jadi ada hikmah. Tapi cara aku skrg ni mcm I cannot accept the truth. Idk it sucks. I hate myself tbh. Like he tah tah pun mmg dh tak suka me and I am still here keep that feelings for him to myself, alone. Kenapa aku suka simpan dalam sampai aku nk menafikn semua benda. Ya Allah.
