Hi. Seems my exam will be postponed and yeap more time to study. Aih tahun ni mcm byk sgt la mcm2 berlaku. Tak tahu nk sedih ke nk happy ke marah ke apa. Because aku marahnya kesahnha sekejap aje. Esok lusa aku dh tak peduli. And Allah takkan uji kita luar dari kemampuan kita kn.
Speaking of friends. Idk but when I enter a new school when I was in form 1 I never expect that I'll have a new best friends. No la ada la dlm 40% je cmtu. Idk because I seriously don't care if I am all alone. I don't mind. Tapi ada la kesah sikit. Sbb aku pun kkdg keras kepala. Buat semua benda ikut kepala sendiri. Selalu nak menang hahahaha memang tak kesah sgt pun senanya sbb siapa je tahan tsk tsk. Lagipun I realize tak semua yg kita rapat masa skrg, ada lg masa nnt. Or worst, time kita susah pun dia takde. Sedih kn? Well namapun manusia. Samalah mcm aku. Ada masa mmg tak kesah. Ada masa memang rasa panas sangat. Kekadang rasa rimas pun ada dgn org kuat emo. Like go get a life please? Ada masa aku layankan aje. Tahlah. I bukan tak bersyukur but its like more to membantah. Bila nk insaf nab.
Pastu. Its almost pertengahan april but then I still haven't move on. Takpelah bulan depan aku azam lagi. Esok bangun pagi pun azam lagi. Kalau ingat la. Ni dh igt dia terus pergi Whatsapp ish nab. Tahlah letting go someone yg you suka/adore/blabla dh mcm you like sushi but then you cannot eat sushi bcs you're sick. Aha do you get what I meant. But still bukannya I cannot move on mmg I want to. Biarlah dia mencari kebahagian dia heh I'll be ok with that, soon I guess. Berat hati la. Dh ah adios amigos.
