Mid term results which were so unsatisfying. sungguh, nazak aku tengok. nasib baik bukan trial. kalau tak aih tanam je la cita-cita nk pi further studies kt overseas. and yea its 1:24 a.m. and i am not sleeping yet and there's school tomorrow and i'm doing my maths exercise and stuck at mean's ques and i feel stupid coz it seems easy aduh bengap and while watching my love from another stars! hahaha aduh comel. mmg caffeine la minuman esok pagi. kkdang mmg rasa sakit hati kt sekolah tatkala mereka suka buat soalan susah sangat. sampaikn sekolah lain, boleh score banyak A for trial and mid-term. but then sampai my school, tak semua boleh buat those "easy questions" and end up getting low marks. faham tak apa yg aku cuba katakn. aduh aku yg pening. tapi cmtulah. cikgu mmg nk kita biasa dgn those tough questions. pstu nnt soalan senang kn dh takde masalah nak jawab. dan we don't have to look dkt dark side je. why not we look at the bright side kn. like, you are in a smart school, kenapa taknak study hard. and tak rasa ke getting the great results which is same from others different schools, surely won't be the same. sbb apa? soalan kita is at higher grade. their questions might be moderate. and end up siapa untung? andai ditakdirkn spm tahun tu, soalan susah, kau ingat kau boleh patah balik masa nak belajar soalan2 susah. dream on! and the moral is, STUDY HARD FOR YOU TRIAL LAH NABILAH!
Ok next. i always told myself. awak nak berubah, benda yg penting kena buat, bersihkan hati. banyakkan istighfar. buang semua sifat benci, iri hati, pendam, riak, takbur, tu semua tak elok. buang jauh2. bersihkn la sikit hati. jangan la asyik tak puas hati je dgn orang. nab......insaf. takde faedah pun nak fikirkn sangat psal orang. like whatever it is, you can't change things that already happened. so buatpe nk pening kepala fikir. mcm buang masa je? kn? belajar la terima kenyataan. everything happens for a reason. jangan cepat down pstu mula fikir entah ppe tah. believe in Allah, he got a better plan for us. tak payah nak sedih bagai. life is short don't waste it. salam.
