"Kenapa you sayang I."
If only I could explain how does the mineral water taste like, I am sure I can explain why do I love you. And the problem now, I can't even explain how the mineral water taste like. No it's not sour nor salty. Not also sweet. I just don't know. Same goes to the question. Why do I love you. I-don't-know.
Mungkin aku kena bertepuk-tampar diri sendiri sebab aku dah khayal jauh sangat ni. Aku kn kata nk move on.
However, dah sampai satu tahap, aku rasa diri terlalu kerdil di mata Allah. And I don't deserve semua tu. Hidup bergelumang dengan dosa-dosa lampau and how do yea expect I'll have a good relationship with human while my relationship with my own creator, is bad.
Aku segan dgn diri sendiri di mata-Nya. Terlalu hina. Yes I agree. My love towards you mmg susah nak pudar. But apapun, nab berserah segalanya kpd Allah. Ada jodoh ada lah.
Tapi aku kena jugak siap kn diri sendiri. Agar tidak mudah rapuh sbb Allah has a great plan fr us. :)
